I learn reality game, as player do to be made a fool of God or to fiddle around with God or play at as God………

Life righteously a game, I feel from the idea developer game make a game play from imagination even a reality ( for example : the sims ) however as player do we have to always in position and position x'self as obyek just player, play all game play promoted developer game - consumer game, if failing to grumble, fulminate, even if/when failing just exclusive spell out members game playnya bad, graphical of bad him. Even so won to cheer, beat the breast.

Life righteously a game, if playing at game still can be repeated from early game or middle of game - game over can come again, but life don't - game over is dead. Is the same as to the do in life this we are as player in position or position x'self as just player object, if delicious life path we experience with delicious is till swung without meaning the life which have been given by the God, if his life path like yes cheer, beat the breast, this my - bright, sharp-looking, healthy, rich, any kind of do I have, but moment game play hard again hit the accident, have ever been powerless it to be, chance, destiny, ownself, blame the old fellow why do don't become the rich man, even blame unjust God not darling, he said Ar Rahmaan - Ar Rahiim but life I is made like this …….
( as player to be made a fool of God )

Play at game if champion always win each;every game played. Life if/when his path completely is excessive even will feel the highest spire, remain to refer is desired, what do was said to be to be executed, even not yet been thought of even also in line assistants ten people have in good fig do all the not yet been commanded. Any kind of do can be bought, even soul also able to be bought. Do we make our x'self of the human pretend, bluff to ignore the x'self reality that any this is his gift which one moment can be abstracted at once without giving the notification before all.
With all His grant from aboves that do making we play at as God, request the pardon to God
( as player to play at as God )

Play at game sometime felt difficult sometime felt easy to, truely from his maker is made so let don't make to tire of - saturatedly. Definitive they make a way so that game that can be finished, ( just wear cheat code - all right….. ) Not a result of finally a[n game that which make us felling - this game super. But do we can learn - meaning - comprehend that game this learn at us what is could for the application by theX of life. I predict that especial matter which thought of developer game besides facet finansial because they require the money to eat also.

Life is even also that way, sometime felt difficult sometime felt easy to, felt difficult for the do not willing to learn his life meaning and felt easy for the harmonize x'self with his life. To look for perfection of life, perfection of x'self, him look for the life reality.

If comprehending correct of reality of life felt more beautiful, felt God not as the enemy give game play bad to our, and not as equivalent boss of God is but God as big our boss felt as friend, friend belly ache, discussion friend, be like likely our boss workplace is delicious invited discus, help to think out our job or be like likely have the good old fellow, the understanding we can invite to belly ache, comprehend growth of our person, can be invited play at be like our small scorpion, but immanent us of its manner because higher in his position. If with God is be his Moslem law - its rule of the game also, play at game is so also , thrice failing game over - more or less its like that…..
( as player to fiddle around with God )

choice is be your hand

I learn, that real friendship always spring up although dissociated by the distance far, some between its bear real love

A story when formerly, there is a impecunious young man which looked for personality of his life - his life goals - his life purpose, fulfill the goals of 29 marrying or dead, isn't it true God create each adjoin, hence that science is tried to be studied, experienced and found.

Hence stepping on the middle age of 28 progressively irate, don't girl - just effeminate homosexual do not want to come near : look for everywhere look for the couple, consultancy with friend, shall frustasi by xself - soul password ; do not again install the goals, beautiful there is no need to, bright there is no need to, rich there is no need to ( his intention to improve;repair descendant ) important which [of] girl, hehehehe……
Finally look for in internet, play chatting every day, all channel traced - till narrow;tight gangways, devious entered, truely couple not yet let the word someone have can meet the face nothing that enter in hatil, possibly at fearing to see his cutting, ih... bad once

Day change, month;moon elapse, springtime arrive, finally God feel pity for his slave also ( grandfather spell out members ; patient people is God darling ), meet in channel - don't know have forgotten the remembered only his girl name. Possibly truely have couple, the way fluent more and more, let to build a road the far dissociate, although first meeting in front of the morning terminal [used up/finished] rain, not yet taken a bath, clean the just face don't, but just self confidence, if truely couple is surely met, pauper is if not capital risk, wall face capital, capital will more than anything else? transport free of charge, join with others the friend to Malang ( East Java ). We have risked but her take care of image, make to go down HB just blood, weaken… finished bla-bla converse, finished shake hand - refinement her arms - compatible to become the mother of of children : time dissociate, cheerio … but I promise to meet you again

Chatting remain to, only the communications is which quickly and solemn ( join with others in warnet friend ) Handphone? era not yet bro, just maiden number can make to buy handphone camera now. Promise have to be coincided, have to start to raise money, there is a thousand rupiah kept can two thousands rupiah kept, coolie experienced for the shake of future - for the shake of going on the blood descendant of grandfather, let don't become the disaffected grandchild.
Capital gathered, now don't only just without capital, go the her place - ordinary of youngster is very fiddle faddle the house terrace;core, money only enough make the fare to and from, dirt-poor. But is pride of of capital alone don't borrow from friend more than anything else ask from old fellow.

Till his moment arrive, conference closed to be opened by her uncle as glorious judge ( she shack up with her uncle ) only one the question sentence making HB bloody go down drasticly of subfreezing, " intention you come the at dawn go home the night ( truely we maximize the time to meet because I am in Central Java she is in East Java - go at 9 night shall at 6 morning so also the return - 9 journey hour - for the shake of love ) if serious you quickly bring your old people here uncle wish to meet " ( his intention is ordered quickly marry )
between thanking goodness and confuse - thanking goodness because truely this which we await - confuse because bringing the mother ( my father have died ) more than anything else apply for surely one the gang’s following, let just to wait thought of, " O.K. two week uncle is again I come with mother and the gang's. "

Have recourse the close relative with face braze, finally thus do marry also… Alhamdulliah hitherto, succeed to yield router of blood descendant of grandfather , that of her picture in left to the, beautiful isn't it, who is formerly her sponsor.


for my child ; portion, life, death, in God hand - bear with, learn, try and pray to continue to be reached your aspiration, hopefully thou more watered down by your road;street… amien

I learn, that I cannot force the others love me, I can only do something for the people I love

LOVE - LOVE do our word which have comprehended, each have his understanding, from life experience is more and more open the meaning love in our x'self, but what is correctness have the meaning of that, only the us can answer the others don't because only the ownself comprehending.

Small moment we is taught the love is affection, by old fellow inculcated to love the old fellow, grandfather grandmother, with brother-sister, even with our enemy that is friend we play the liking to bother us, to that why do finished quarrel don't await the second walk us have got along well at playing again.

Bolt adolescently, love change, we start the love with our environment, with our x'self, our ego, only a few feel the tender age affection, even with our old fellow less care, start disputatious because ego expand, feel is not baby again which each;every moment protected, that all make saturatedly, I wish freely. Here I am, I wish to show the myself.

I who start learn to love the playmate more than the meaning of friend, calf love reputedly, correct but also monkey can be in love, just now caw monkey stutter tehnologi, toy have Handphone, soon can send the email, catting with yours, hereinafter can make Blog by xself J

Bolt the maturing of of age, love meaning bewilder us, there is the things could probably strengthen the love are many groggy whichs [of] love, environmental more and more share to educate us piercingly. All returning to x'self character how far, hold up, maturing of soul to comprehend. Not yet of course good family environment, environment associate with the good make the someone grow to expand his love good, beware of in our x'self is the nature of psychopath, in love with abundant something that, so have the character of to destroy.

Old more and more conscious more and more or oppositely became unconscious of x'self, had no love again, vanished with ego, more my love of him, more love domiciled his, more his properties love, more his wife love if his wife was peeped at the people played just beated be like adolescent era formerly possibly more hard was again seen from facet its way, more his child love so that became autoritary in it educating.
Or have been eroded , the experience, all also my soybean cake what have do experienced this for the shake of love, love for family, brother, society without again grow the real love. Why love have to be studied ? studied to be to be developed by theX its essence, what do I work to scarbble for the shake of family, for the shake of my love at family, forget to teach that love at x'self, at his family, at his child at his environment, so that if there are any child ask to its old fellow to ignore have to explain how do, becoming the just fool.

There is the one matter of vital importance and vitally, teaching is first time by our old fellow even most our old fellows also forget, love to God, creator of universe, we may lose the girlfriend love, friend, even you but for the things one this don't , live felt the no meaning, no conducting, shall no longger feel in soul.


Love at Allah SWT have to always we dig, study, comprehend, to be us is more and more sure of His existence, sure of His blessing it is of course its love, because God love at us many of his materializations, untold and frequently we do not can comprehend because our own do not willing to open our soul, only opening the just eye to see it, when we is thrusted upon the adversity according to our eye, however without can and will open the head to see that adversity meaning according to our eye, hence the is exclusive hard, it to be YD ( Yours Distress ).

By praising the thanks, always say the thanks alhamdullilah to strengthen the love at Him. how to, modestly study Al Qur'an even one sentence, read, comprehend, contemplate, do it, that better than knock by heart outside head, start from Surat opener, Surat Al Fattihah. If that one have knocked by heart, moppet is also knock by heart, my brother am of old age 3 very fluent year. But await what do have been comprehended correct? have been executed don't. Only the you can continue the answer of yours questions hereinafter, hehhehe……

Hopefully God is always our benediction with His love grant from above